Truth-Telling Tuesdays: Sometimes


Sometimes, I am a really terrible girlfriend. I get angry, frustrated, and easily upset. I get annoyed by very miniscule things. I get twisted up in my own stuff, and I don't communicate clearly. I get stuck. Very stuck. And I often don't know how to get unstuck.

Sometimes, I don't know who I am or where I am going. I get locked in a hamster wheel of ideas and defeated inspiration. I get huffy and puffy and then deflated when my ideas don't pan out. I get scared that my dreams might actually come true. I get hung up on things that don't really matter.

Sometimes, I just need to stop and breathe. I get a heart-break when I remember to be grateful. I get a soul-bath when I weep from the joy and the stress {and honor every moment}. I get a trust-boost when my friends, clients, and mentors email me their confidence of my work. I get a mind-melt when I relax and go with the flow {sometimes against it}.

Sometimes, I require a reminder of what is really important.

I'm not perfect.

I don't expect you to be perfect, either.

What I hope is that you will remember that we are all in a state of learning, of constantly growing, of expanding our hearts and our minds to become more closely connected to our truest, best selves. What I hope is that you will remember that I am in a state of constant learning, of fighting the demons of my heart and mind, of letting go of fear and building up trust. What I hope is that you will remember anything is possible and that I want to share each of those moments with you.